So apparently I depend on other people more than I depend on myself. I'm not sure why I do this but it seems to be the only thing that I can pinpoint about myself without getting majorly confused. I depend on:
My Best Friends Keara and Amanda, I don't think I could get through my day without them. They are the closest thing I have to sanity.
My Music, I don't think it would be possible for me to go one day without music. I rely on music than I rely on food.
My Family, even though I don't get along with them half the time. They are still my family and without them, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I have so many more things that I depend on, on a daily basis. But a lot of the time, I don't give any of them credit because I am blocked, for some reason. Blocked from who really loves me and cares about me. Sometimes, I wish I could go back and undo all the mistakes that I have made, but even though a person may wish something like that. You're choices can't be undone. Only your choices for the future are what truly make the difference. Maybe I need to start depending on myself more. Maybe I need to start believing in myself more. Maybe then, I will learn to get through at least one day on my own, without depending on everyone else to get through the day for me. I am going to challenge myself. Wish me luck.
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